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when i was about 7/8 years old i had to go with my dad to get my big sister from ballet as usual....but one time they all came outa clas wearing tutus, of course i didnt know what the hell they were but they looked amazing!

I remember going with my mother, father and sister to get it for her. I hate shopping ><.

Anyway after a phew weeks, stupidly when my parents were down stairs i went in my sisters room, searched for it, found it in the cuboard in a white thick carrier bag and i took it out and just stared . I didnt know what to do so i carried it into the bathroom and locked the door. Then i took off my cloths and put it on, i felt so weird....i stared at my self in the mirror for about 5 minuits and then just put it back.... i did this 3 times a week, for about several months, just wearing it and walking around without anyone knowning.

Until one day lying in my bed watching tv....when i was 8....i had it on and i heard the front door open and close and my brother ran to my room found me in my bed but iwas under my covers, he spotted a bit of the (dont know whats it called) thrilly bit sticking out...so he whipped off my covers and just stood back and laughed and shouted for my mother...i went hysterical i didn tknow what to do...of course my mother came up looking at me and laughin to which i didnt find funny, in the moment i got:"u wanna do ballet, its ok u can?"

being hysterical i screamed tookit off, chucked it out , chucked them out locked the door....i later got made fun of my brother for a good while, i didnt try it on for a good while after that until i used to put it on and debate to my self whether i should join the ballet....but i just wanted to wear the tutu to be honest...

Then one day we moved, and through sorting the stuff, i was about 10 at the time, my sister and mother where in the other room debating what to do with the damn thing, i think my sister didnt want to keep it but my mother did, not for her just for the future,etc....it could be in the attick till this day...i dont know but even if i did find it i grown out of it by now...

i never ever put it on for se.xual pleasure, as i was to young then....i just did it because i felt right...it didnt make me any less the man i am today...im glad i went through it otherwise id always be wondering about it...always...

And if u think trying on girls clothes, like tutus and such...at about the ages from 7-14 is wrong, it is socially...but if u do it where no one can see u...just to see what its like...just to satisfy ur curiosity u will either like it or u wont.....and if u like it then ull grow out of it, get bored...as u grow older ull relise what u were born as ...but for gods sake dont pas up the chance to try one if ur alone and u can, and u want to....Ull regret it for ever.