 
Balletlover - Balletmania
written by shane on 27.08. at 17:12:18 - as answer to: On my tummy in my tights by Dancer guy at >But almost from the beginning of taking classes, I got into this habit. I come home after class with my dance clothes still on, and lock the door of my room. Then I lay face down on my bed and start pushing myself against it. I feel my dance belt riding up inside me. As I do this, I start saying things in a real feminine voice, like: "Oh yesss in my tightsss! I have my ssskin tight ballet tightsss on! My ballet tightsss are the tightst onesss in classsss!" If I'm alone in my house, I scream like a girl when I finally let loose down there.>Then I always feel ridiculous about the whole thing. I take off my tights and dance belt, and wash them in Woolite, and hang them in my bathroom. I swear to myself that I'll never do it again, but I always do.>I'm worried that doing this every day is going to change me in my every day life. Sometimes I think I can hear that voice coming out of me in normal situations. I'm only human. I figure acting like this every single day is going to eventually make me act feminine in public.>Does anyone else do things like this? Please guys, no jokes.i know it's hard not to conform to the attitudes of your peers but, you can't hide how you feel. if you try to deny it, it will only hurt you more. unless what you do causes physical damage, it can't be but so bad. i know i tried to hide my passions for a long time and i was a mess. it caused family problems when i stopped hiding but, not as bad as it was while hidding. just be sure and strong Answers to this message:
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