 
Balletlover - Balletmania
written by Seamless at on 23.04. at 06:40:41 - as answer to: 9 Days in KC Pt. 1 by Seeker at I definitely sympathize with what you had to go through. And being crowded by two sisters, one older and the other younger, must've made it even worse. Your Mom didn't do the right thing, IMHO. She *traumatized* you. The horror of embarrassment would penetrate the very fibers of your psyche. What was she attempting to do? Erase the desire from you? This was so much the wrong way to do it... she did the opposite of her intention and intensified your desires. My mom did something similar to me, but not nearly as revealing and embarrassing. But ahhhh... I certainly envy you. My sister is two years younger, so I was very limited in my sources for tights. And not only having an older sister but for her to be an aerobics instructor--the jackpot! I wonder... if perhaps that influenced you on a subconscious level, so that when you saw boys wearing tights it sparked an epiphany for you. Skin tight garments are clearly sexy. Seeing your sisters prance about in tights all the time must've influenced you in some way. Anyway, enough speculation. I'm looking forward to your continued story! ~Seamless~ Answers to this message: |
