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I lost it??

written by Seamless at  on 15.05. at 15:52:32
The odd thing is...  a few days ago I came to realize that I hadn't touched any Lycra for about a month.  I guess I just got busy and forgot.  So, one night I put on my favourite M Stevens Milliskin unitard.  After smoothing out the material over my body and stretching a bit, I laid out on my bed and looked at myself all snug in red.  Nothing.  No reaction from down below.  So, I touched myself for a while.  Still nothing.  After 10 mins, I gave up, turned off the light, rolled over and fell asleep in my unitard.

When I awoke in the morning, I had the usual stiffness that men get when they awaken from slumber. ;-)  I straightened my seams out while looking myself over.  I didn't feel compelled to do anything, but out of habit I just started touching myself.  Nothing.  I was hard, but I didn't feel any tingling excitement.  I was wasting precious morning time and decided to strip myself naked, shower, and get on with my day.

The next evening, I donned my favourite unitard again.  This time, I sat in front of my computer and gazed at luscious images of women wearing nothing but hosiery from waist to toe.  I was definitely aroused.  Before I climaxed, I got up and left the room.  I tried to continue... but alas, nothing.  So, I stripped myself of the unitard, went back to the computer, and finished the job to a satisfying end.

I've gone through "dry spells" before, where I momentarily lost my desire for tights and unitards.  But this time, it was different.  I really feel like it's gone.  Strange...  on the one hand, I'm a little depressed about it.  I've enjoyed this fetish for so long... a comfort through lapses in relationships and even when I just felt the need to be "hugged."  And on the other hand, I had struggled for so many years in accepting it--I feared it would dominate me over my sexual relations with women (there were times I had to fantasize wearing tights just to climax).  It's almost a relief that I feel this way, and yet...  I don't know.  I'm torn.

Well, I'll give it a week or two...  but I wrote this because I'd like to know if any other guys have gone through this.  Have any of you ever lost your urge for tights?  And I mean REALLY lost it.  Like nothing you did would ignite your sexuality with them.  For days on end?

~Seamless~


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