Balletlover - Balletmania
written by Seamless at on 15.05. at 15:52:32 The odd thing is... a few days ago I came to realize that I hadn't touched any Lycra for about a month. I guess I just got busy and forgot. So, one night I put on my favourite M Stevens Milliskin unitard. After smoothing out the material over my body and stretching a bit, I laid out on my bed and looked at myself all snug in red. Nothing. No reaction from down below. So, I touched myself for a while. Still nothing. After 10 mins, I gave up, turned off the light, rolled over and fell asleep in my unitard. When I awoke in the morning, I had the usual stiffness that men get when they awaken from slumber. ;-) I straightened my seams out while looking myself over. I didn't feel compelled to do anything, but out of habit I just started touching myself. Nothing. I was hard, but I didn't feel any tingling excitement. I was wasting precious morning time and decided to strip myself naked, shower, and get on with my day. The next evening, I donned my favourite unitard again. This time, I sat in front of my computer and gazed at luscious images of women wearing nothing but hosiery from waist to toe. I was definitely aroused. Before I climaxed, I got up and left the room. I tried to continue... but alas, nothing. So, I stripped myself of the unitard, went back to the computer, and finished the job to a satisfying end. I've gone through "dry spells" before, where I momentarily lost my desire for tights and unitards. But this time, it was different. I really feel like it's gone. Strange... on the one hand, I'm a little depressed about it. I've enjoyed this fetish for so long... a comfort through lapses in relationships and even when I just felt the need to be "hugged." And on the other hand, I had struggled for so many years in accepting it--I feared it would dominate me over my sexual relations with women (there were times I had to fantasize wearing tights just to climax). It's almost a relief that I feel this way, and yet... I don't know. I'm torn. Well, I'll give it a week or two... but I wrote this because I'd like to know if any other guys have gone through this. Have any of you ever lost your urge for tights? And I mean REALLY lost it. Like nothing you did would ignite your sexuality with them. For days on end? ~Seamless~ Answers to this message:
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