Balletlover - Balletmania
written by Aila at on 01.05. at 10:53:39 - as answer to: Re: ( * ) by Seamless at i wish i could say i'm doing well - neither of us has been able to hold up a job and j's been getting more and more depressed. which hasn't been easy on me - it doesn't help to see your only family like that. no mention of suicide, though i have an awful feeling he might try it again. to top it all off, we're out of greenery! which brings me to even sadder news. i don't really think much of tights anymore. being (responsibly) sexually active has driven some of those fetishistic urges away. i do still enjoy seeing others in them, but even that's starting to lose its appeal. somehow though i doubt it'll ever leave me though. *sigh* sometimes i'm glad my parents ditched us. Aila(i had killed a man. a man who looked like me.)body: black'n'blue plaid pj'smind: images of a fallen moon.soul: a mixture of sadness, fear and despair Answers to this message:
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