 
Balletlover - Balletmania
written by Seamless at on 24.01. at 04:37:44 - as answer to: just popping in to say hi by aila at A,So sorry to hear of what you're going through. I have been on the brink before... I can sort of relate, though it's different for everyone. Suicide is the worst thing to do, save cutting short an impending painful end. It's so hard to see that when you're in the thick of massive depressing feelings. Just never forget that as long as you are alive, other options are possible. They sometimes need a little more time to be seen. And you have Jay around... it sounds like he's still there for you. Don't forget to lean on him. I'll bet he'd say that he'd want you to do that. I find the fetish intensifies under stress... and definitely when I haven't had a sexual partner for a long time. I thought I passed it by in late 2003, but it came back. I often thought it was a curse, forgetting that it's really a c0mfort... gets you "through it all." I wish I had more of a carefree attitude about it like you do. Anyway... chin up, and remember--you could be living in one of those northerly states where we're all freezing our proverbial butts off! (although what a great excuse for tights-under-trousers ;-) ). Take care,~Seamless~ Answers to this message: |
