 
Balletlover - Balletmania
written by Ant on 03.02. at 21:51:58 - as answer to: just popping in to say hi by aila at >my life has just about c.me crashing down upon me and only just now (as in within the past few seconds) have i wanted to c.me out of my shell. i can only hope this is one of those things that gets worse before it gets better. utterly broken-hearted and dispirited, i'm surprised i haven't blown my fucking brains out. something out there wants me to live. now on a more positive note, i'm making a few new friends in my new city, so things may be looking up. of course my fetish is still as intense as it ever was, since i can't seem to get enough of tights-clad feet. jay was tickling my pink-tighted feet mercilessly a while ago and just about gave me an orgasm. (the things i would do to him if he weren't my brother.) i returned the favor by kissing his white tights-clad feet up and down and licking between his toes. he's one of the very few things sustaining me these days. i wish i could spread the sort of happiness i used to, but my heart is too bad-addled to even want to smile. okay, i'll shut up now.>aila>(rarely is the question asked: is our children learning?)>wearing: white t-shirt, brown plaid pj pants, pink tights underneath>feeling: murderous or suicidal, fine blurred line>reading: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. it can only be described as angst-ridden.While I am sorry to read of your experience concerning a burdensome struggle with depression, I did find the taking of your brother's tights-clad feet to your lips to be a bit touching as well as kinda' arousing. My best wishes for a swift emotional recovery, and may you and your brother resist the black impulse to do any harm to either of your beautiful, tights-sheathed bodies.Antonio Answers to this message: |
