balletboy, thanks for getting back to me. I have been "off the boards" for a while now as I am still having quite a bit of trouble coming out of the closet and have been rather withdrawn lately because of it. Deep down in my soul, I know I am at least bisexual, and still haven't had an experience with another man. I tried going to the bars in lower Manhattan; "Boot and Saddle", "The Boiler Room", "The Monster", "Ty's", etc., and have found them to be little more than 'meat markets'. No intimacy. Nothing meaningful. I guess that scene is not for me. Perhaps you can offer some advice here? Or, if anyone else reads this, and has had the similar experience of "being straight for so long" and yet finally realizing that you have gay feelings that simply can not be ignored, well, what did you do? And, if you did experience sex/intimacy with another man, how did you handle it? I realize that life is too short to worry about whether "such" is wrong or right. But still, I am having trouble with it. Any advice? My email is Donil524@hotmail.com
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