Thanks for everyone's input.
As i mentioned I got a pair of tights after a six month absence, and what can i say....it's me! When I put them on, i feel more alive, more charged with energy than normal. I don't know why they feel so sensous- but they do! and i have accepted that this is just part of me. It's a private part of me - that I wouldn't share with people on the street, but a part of me just the same.
its strange but it's not always sexual - or sometimes its a subued channeled sexuality. But one things for sure, I was denying that I am attracted to men wearing tights. I read the 'story' posted on the other thread and neary well....so anyway, I think i need to be with a man....
I think I am going to complete my outfit with a dance belt, leotard and slippers. When I am in this outfit, I feel like working out, I feel like being healthy- its a path that i need to go down, I think, instead of running away from it as i have done before.
I wish i had taken dance earlier (i am 34) and explored this side of me but i was too busy with 'athelitics' when i was younger. I am still in great shape from cycling and stuff, so I think I will take a dance class. Any pointers?[/i]