geschrieben von ChrisK              am 17.10. um 03:34:50 - als Antwort auf: Re: I'm gonna do it... I'm not gonna do it... I don't know!! von Melissa atI just got back from my classes. Thanks for the encouragement! I admire your strength to pursue your dream even if it is one that a lot of people might consider strange. I think it would be strange if you didn't express your true self as you perceive it! I am also glad to hear that you found a dance school that is so accepting. At this point, I know I do not want to be a girl. But, I keep an open mind and my open mind is reeling. I find the notion of dancing dressed in womens clothes very very interesting. I find the idea of wearing any womens clothes anywhere a big turn on. But there is STILL a part of me that thinks it is somehow not acceptable. But why? It's just clothes! I mean the only people who would be there to judge whether it is acceptable or not have ALREADY made it known that it is acceptable (and encouraged!?!?)!!! I think it is just me. Still,I have lots of questions about my own sexuality and just fear the unknown. Ok, sorry I'm getting all psychological. Anyways, I asked the girls why they were so insisting about this. I thought it was a ploy by my sister to just mess with me, but it was actually my sisters friend, Sue, who suggested it and they thought it would be funny. I know Sue likes me a lot and think this might have a part in it. So I am going to do it starting tomorrow. They said they would give me $100.00 to do it, but I don't want to take their money. I am so excited about it! I am taking your advice and doing it right. I already shave my legs, like I said, so tomorrow I'm going to shave my armpits too when I shave in the morning. I want to look as inconspicuously female as possible. I found how to make my jimmy all but disappear, so I think I'm all set. Antworten zu diesem Beitrag:
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