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written by Dep on 14.03. at 07:20:50 - as answer to: Re: Help with my confession or problem? by D >>Question-- Other than sharing your experience, what is the intention of your posting? Are you unsure about your sexuality and have started to explore the "taboo" side of it? Or are you fairly confident that you are gay, but have just been afraid to explore that part of yourself yet? Did you have any sexual attraction to Lelga during those early years? Maybe by answering these questions, we'll have an idea of what you're trying to accomplish, and perhaps help you. Otherwise, I'll go on for a few pages speculating on various possibilities!>>Take care,>>~Seamless~>Seamless, thanks very much for your reply! It has been very hard for me to accept that I have a feminine side, at least up to now, and I believe that I finally want to accept such and move "ahead" with my life and no longer hide such from even myself. I might even want to explore such, even with another man if such an encounter comes about. I don't believe that there is anything wrong with exploring that "taboo" part of my life and it's great that this board, as well as others, exist. Unfortunately, men in general are taught that such feelings are terrible, unacceptable, etc., and I think that most men can not enjoy what might be the "better half" of themselves. As for Lelga, well, I was attracted to her certainly, but even more so when she would wear her ballet outfit. I don't think I am totally gay but I am willing to accept the fact that it's ok to be intimate with another man and not suffer for doing such. I may not go "looking" for such an encounter but if one does happen, I will now be less likely to refuse such based on the no-no's of society. I can see also from these boards, that others feel this way also and it's great to know that!>Thanks again for your very nice reply! >>>Donil, it's a pleasure having you on this board. Welcome! It's uncanny, but you have summed up my own feelings about bisexuality. And did it so much more beautifully than I could have (and I call myself a writer!) As for the question at hand, whatever it may be...>>> I might be a bit bi, but as I am in a very important relationship, I don't think I'll ever really find out for sure, if you know what I mean! Nonetheless, I do have the occaisional gay fantasy myself, and frankly I think I'm past any worry about it (being gay would be tough, no doubt, but I wouldn't be able to think of it as something "wrong," knowwhatImean?) I've honestly never felt attraction for any particular man, but the concept of having sex with a man does intrigue me (What's it like "recieving" male sexuality, as opposed to "sending it out?") And yes, my gay fantasies usually involve me being "treated like a girl." (Though I've got this one...)>>>You're not alone! Just be safe, and stay true to yourself. Love life, and anything it can bring you!-Depon Answers to this message:
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