 
Balletlover - Balletmania
written by D on 14.03. at 06:51:10 - as answer to: Re: Help with my confession or problem? by Seamless at >Question-- Other than sharing your experience, what is the intention of your posting? Are you unsure about your sexuality and have started to explore the "taboo" side of it? Or are you fairly confident that you are gay, but have just been afraid to explore that part of yourself yet? Did you have any sexual attraction to Lelga during those early years? Maybe by answering these questions, we'll have an idea of what you're trying to accomplish, and perhaps help you. Otherwise, I'll go on for a few pages speculating on various possibilities!>Take care,>~Seamless~ Seamless, thanks very much for your reply! It has been very hard for me to accept that I have a feminine side, at least up to now, and I believe that I finally want to accept such and move "ahead" with my life and no longer hide such from even myself. I might even want to explore such, even with another man if such an encounter comes about. I don't believe that there is anything wrong with exploring that "taboo" part of my life and it's great that this board, as well as others, exist. Unfortunately, men in general are taught that such feelings are terrible, unacceptable, etc., and I think that most men can not enjoy what might be the "better half" of themselves. As for Lelga, well, I was attracted to her certainly, but even more so when she would wear her ballet outfit. I don't think I am totally gay but I am willing to accept the fact that it's ok to be intimate with another man and not suffer for doing such. I may not go "looking" for such an encounter but if one does happen, I will now be less likely to refuse such based on the no-no's of society. I can see also from these boards, that others feel this way also and it's great to know that! Thanks again for your very nice reply! Answers to this message:
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