 
Balletlover - Balletmania
written by Seamless at on 26.04. at 22:47:43 - as answer to: Leggings in Orlando (Overcoming the Fear) by Seeker at It's also interesting to use the insight from your childhood stories on your current day activities. You're setting yourself up to repeat the embarrassment you suffered as a child. I would think that at this point, it would be hard to feel uneasy because of so much repeated exposure. But then again, there may be certain limits we reach. I've had times where I pictured myself at 60 years old. Would I be wearing tights? Or would it be a fetish that passed on it's way years ago. Why would it have passed? Well, there have also been times where my reaction to tights diminishes. I begin to think I'm "losing it". Then something happens to rekindle my interest. I don't think I'll ever be free of it. And in time there will be more variations to investigate, like wearing tights out in public. A couple of times I've sat on my porch, fully clad in a neck to toe red unitard, slightly hidden by the porch fencing. Either late at night or early morning. And I'm resting on a blanket, touching myself, waiting for someone to walk by. Cars speed by too quickly to notice me. A couple of times I chickened out. But one time, two women walked by without seeing me and I feared that they'd turn and spot me at any moment. Zing! That sure made me climax quickly. ~Seamless~ Answers to this message:
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