 
Balletlover - Balletmania
written by Seeker at on 26.04. at 23:09:56 - as answer to: Re: Leggings in Orlando (Overcoming the Fear) by Seamless at >It's also interesting to use the insight from your childhood stories on your current day activities. You're setting yourself up to repeat the embarrassment you suffered as a child. I would think that at this point, it would be hard to feel uneasy because of so much repeated exposure. But then again, there may be certain limits we reach.>I've had times where I pictured myself at 60 years old. Would I be wearing tights? Or would it be a fetish that passed on it's way years ago. Why would it have passed? Well, there have also been times where my reaction to tights diminishes. I begin to think I'm "losing it". Then something happens to rekindle my interest. I don't think I'll ever be free of it. And in time there will be more variations to investigate, like wearing tights out in public.>A couple of times I've sat on my porch, fully clad in a neck to toe red unitard, slightly hidden by the porch fencing. Either late at night or early morning. And I'm resting on a blanket, touching myself, waiting for someone to walk by. Cars speed by too quickly to notice me. A couple of times I chickened out. But one time, two women walked by without seeing me and I feared that they'd turn and spot me at any moment. Zing! That sure made me climax quickly.>~Seamless~ Possibly, but then I go to a great deal of trouble to remain anonymous. The interesting thing is that each time I do it again is almost the same degree of excitement and stimulation as the very first day. I have just learned how better to manage my hesitation and anxieties. Still the overall thought of being caught is part of the sense of adventure that accompanies it. No I am not a writer, but rather a voracious reader. Seeker Answers to this message:
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