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written by Seamless at on 10.07. at 18:38:33 - as answer to: My decision and thankyou..... by DancemaniaK at >She never knew I took Ballet. That and everything else made it really hard for me to continue the relationship. I didn't feel it was fair of me to keep such a part of my life hidden from her. I really love her and haven't stopped thinking of her. I know that if we did get married, I will be feeling guilty as long as she does not know about my fetish. I know deep in my heart that my lycra will always be apart of my life. I have tried so hard to change but I always end up going back to it. It's an addiction and there is nothing I can do about it. >I am feeling so angry and hurt as I love her so much. I just can't marry the girl I love without revealing the truth. It's killing me.>And to everyone who has supported me and given me advice on this forum, I thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. I just need to get through the next couple of months as I know time will heal. I will never stop loving her and hopefully, I can find the courage to tell her the truth when the time is right.>She deserves to know.>Regards>DancemaniaK--I'm not sure I follow you here. "everything else made it really hard for me to continue the relationship" is past tense, suggesting you have ended the relationship. Also, "I really love her and haven't stopped thinking of her" hints an ending too. I hope you didn't break off the relationship, thinking you need time alone to tell her the real reason why you had to break it off and to see if she might consider getting back together. If you did, you must act NOW to tell her why. Otherwise, I'm hopeful that you haven't done anything yet. You mention this as an addiction, which is a very strong word. What is the nature of your fetish? Is this a daily indulgement? How do you express your fetish for ballet? Would you return to being active in ballet if you had no restrictions? Hope I'm not prying too much. Just want to better understand your situation and see if I can help. Sincerely,~Seamless~ Answers to this message:
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