 
Balletlover - Balletmania
written by DancemaniaK at on 10.07. at 15:29:38 >>I lay in bed crying all night as I finally made the choice that has long been overdue. I miss my girlfriend so much but pray I have made the right decision. I am also disgusted and ashamed I did not have the guts to tell her the truth as I know she definately deserves to know. I feel like a failure but can't stand the thought of keeping a significant part of me hidden from the one I love. To answer a few questions, I did take ballet lessons until I met my girlfriend and yes, we were going to be engaged soon.>>Finally, I'm simply overwhelmed by the support and advice all of you have shown. >>Thanks everyone. >>DancemaniaK>I'm sure it wasn't an easy choice to make. If things with this special girl don't work out, you'll always have your tights to go back to. What I don't understand is if she knows you took ballet, why would she be surprised to see you wearing tights??? Hi there! She never knew I took Ballet. That and everything else made it really hard for me to continue the relationship. I didn't feel it was fair of me to keep such a part of my life hidden from her. I really love her and haven't stopped thinking of her. I know that if we did get married, I will be feeling guilty as long as she does not know about my fetish. I know deep in my heart that my lycra will always be apart of my life. I have tried so hard to change but I always end up going back to it. It's an addiction and there is nothing I can do about it. I am feeling so angry and hurt as I love her so much. I just can't marry the girl I love without revealing the truth. It's killing me.And to everyone who has supported me and given me advice on this forum, I thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. I just need to get through the next couple of months as I know time will heal. I will never stop loving her and hopefully, I can find the courage to tell her the truth when the time is right.She deserves to know. Regards DancemaniaK Answers to this message:
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