 
Balletlover - Balletmania
written by Seamless at on 10.10. at 04:06:59 I'm losing my fetish. It just doesn't have the same pull for me anymore. I watch MPGs on my computer of women prancing about in nothing but tights or pantyhose, and... it just isn't as thrilling as watching a video of a woman in the throws of intercourse. Years ago, I used to worry about the fetish. That it had more power than my heterosexual yearnings. That it would keep me from a fulfilled sexual life with a woman. I eventually discovered that if I didn't get caught up with this worry, sex was usually just as thrilling with a woman if not more. But something in the back of my mind always kept at me... I imagined myself an older man in my 60's, in a room by myself somewhere massaging my manhood through thickly binding tights and... it bothered me. A few times here and there I'd find myself totally unaroused by wearing tights. Just a phase, I thought. And so it seemed from time to time. Then in this past year these moments started happening more often. Now I find I hardly feel anything, without really working hard at it. It's weird. I still like tights. I put them on and they feel comfortable. But... I just don't get aroused much anymore. Has anyone else found themselves feeling this way too? Or have you found your fetish to transform itself in one way or another? In peace,~Seamless~ Answers to this message:
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