 
Balletlover - Balletmania
written by SeXuAllY CoNfUsEd at on 29.08. at 23:41:26 I do not get turned on by boys or men as I have tested this by watching gay porn. Blah, it did nothing for me. I do get turned on by women. I have had intercourse enjoyably in the past with women, but it does not turn me on as much as wearing tights. I can put on a pair of thick stretchy tights with a dance belt over them for added intimacy, slide into bed with them on to enhance the feeling of tights wrapped around me, then all I have to do is imagine the tights changing me into a woman and I get the most incredible orgasms. I know it sounds like I am gay doesn't it? But seriously I cannot get aroused by men. Am I a guy who wants to be a lesbian then?? This is too weird. But my fantasies are always like that, being changed into a woman by tights and being pleasured by a group of women afterward. Somehow I am wondering if in my mind as a child I was confused by exposure to tights and that my sexual psyche associated "female" with "tights" instead of "girls". My hope would be to have a very satisfying sexual relationship with a woman and just "tights on the side". But if I am only sometimes getting turned on by sex with a woman, how can I have a real lasting and satisfying long term relationship? I do not want to go through life alone with lifeless tights. I think I need a shrink. Who doesn't these days right? Anyway I thought that maybe I would post here on the odd chance of finding someone who can share a similar viewpoint and how they have managed. Many thanks for any supportive comments. Flamers do not bother as I will not even take the time to reply. Answers to this message:
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