Balletlover - Balletmania
written by Pinktights_blackleotards@yahoo.com at on 27.10. at 03:52:41 - as answer to: Re: Alone now by Vic at >>I understand but I had my heart broken and lost everything to that bitch. The only thing I took was a pair of her tights. hahaha>>She gets the house, kids, dog, furniture... and I get to see my kids every other weekend and at school activities. I agree being single will be good for me when I get over all this but for now I still miss my old family life.>>PTBL>.>.>.>>>>>>>>>>>I have no magic words for you- it's gotta be hard. For what little it's worth, know that I'm out in cyberspace wishing you well. >Good Luck- Vic Thanks Vic......I appreciate it very much. We were married 10 years and up until last spring the tights fetish never seemed a problem but then she exploded with verbal lacerations that took my heart and chopped it up. I keep feeling I could never forgive her for the pain she has given me but at the same time I want my old life back and my family back and want to come home at night to my wife and kids and it just isn't happeneing. She wants out or wants me out of her life and has let me know that she does not love me anymore. We told our 3 kids tonight about the divorce the 3 year old wanted to watch Barney (on Demand) the 9 year old was ok with it and basically showed no emotionthe 6 year old immediately flooded with tears and cried himself to sleep. I didn't want to tell them yet but we've been seperated for 4 months and made the final decision to divorce 3 weeks ago and our therapist said we need to tell the kids since they have a sense of false hope and they can stop. My heart pains for them and our future. Thank god I don't have a gun because I would surely end my pain.But i love my kids way too much and would miss them way too much also.PTBL Answers to this message:
|