geschrieben von                am 03.06. um 09:14:38 - als Antwort auf: Hi Donil! von balletboy>Thanks for the kind words! I like corresponding with any balletboys, and try to devote the time to keeping up. Honestly, sometimes I fall behind, with work and ballet classes six days a week. But I really love the ballet guys I know and love to be part of their lives.>We balletboys need to stick together and be honest and open with eachother. Being a balletboy is not easy, and many people don't understand our love of ballet.>I've been through a lot in my life, where ballet is an advocation. People are surprised and don't believe I ballet. I've been out since the 7th grade, and when people believe that and I say I ballet, they respond..."Sure, all gay guys ballet." I hate that...I have many straight friends that ballet and find it an expression of their masculinity, just as I can use it to express my masculinity that's tied up with my gay nature. Ballet is self expression!>I love NYC, but am currently in Chicago. I used to be a NYCity official, hired by Dave Dinkins, until that Gullianni forced me out. He had to pay twice as much to replace me, more than he himself makes. I was offered positions in either a new Gore or Bush Administration, and at the inaugaral clebrations snubbed Rudy as I danced with the new First Lady and walked off arm in arm with George W.>I have a good friend in NYC that I should visit. I've been so busy, but need a vacation. I'd love to take a class in NYC with David Howard. I used to live on Central Park South, around the corner from Carnegie Hall. NYC is fun!>I'm a mixture of masculine and feminine, and need to express ME! I love guys and gals, boys and girls, men and ladies, or whatever the ballet teacher prefers to call us. I love it when the teacher refers to us adults as boys and girls!>Please email me. Click on the highlighted "balletboy" above, or email me at theboy@balletboy.com.>Love to all balletboys! balletboy balletboy, thanks for getting back to me. I have been "off the boards" for a while now as I am still having quite a bit of trouble coming out of the closet and have been rather withdrawn lately because of it. Deep down in my soul, I know I am at least bisexual, and still haven't had an experience with another man. I tried going to the bars in lower Manhattan; "Boot and Saddle", "The Boiler Room", "The Monster", "Ty's", etc., and have found them to be little more than 'meat markets'. No intimacy. Nothing meaningful. I guess that scene is not for me. Perhaps you can offer some advice here? Or, if anyone else reads this, and has had the similar experience of "being straight for so long" and yet finally realizing that you have gay feelings that simply can not be ignored, well, what did you do? And, if you did experience sex/intimacy with another man, how did you handle it? I realize that life is too short to worry about whether "such" is wrong or right. But still, I am having trouble with it. Any advice? My email is Donil524@hotmail.com Thanks. Antworten zu diesem Beitrag: |
